is<\/em> political. Personal-political to me includes writing, art and how we live and inhabit our skin.<\/p>\nHer piece\u00a0makes me wonder how I\u2019d have regarded her on the stairs. Would I think she\u2019s brave, wild, crazy or maybe even cold or on drugs? Would I have stood watching, cheered, asked if she was o.k.?<\/p>\n
How would I feel doing the same thing? Empowered? Vulnerable? Ashamed?<\/p>\n
I don’t want to try this experiment but I want to push myself more.<\/p>\n
When not making art – how do I live?<\/p>\n
I want to consider with fresh insights my own life history and assumptions.<\/p>\n
When did I lose my body? When did I reclaim it exactly? When did my body become a thing, an object and a container that could be lost or reclaimed?<\/p>\n
It\u2019s not until my 40\u2019s that I felt – feel – fully inhabited in my body, skin and self. And that does wonderful things for feeling free and empowered in and out of the bedroom. It changes the way I work and live and feel. <\/p>\n
Why did it take that long? What would it have been life to feel inhabited for my entire life? Does any girl or woman feel that from birth to death?<\/h3>\n When did I start to stand outside of myself and see myself as I appear to others?<\/p>\n
Why was it a journey to return home to the body?<\/p>\n
Where had I been? Why had I gone outside?<\/p>\n
When did I start selecting jewelry or make-up for the benefit of others?\u00a0And when did I stop?<\/p>\n
When did I start feeling my body as something providing sexual pleasure or release to others and when did I stop?<\/h3>\n Do men feel an awareness of how they are seen, viewed and considered by others? Do they comment and notice the appearance of other men the way I do, and contrast and compare? In bed, do they give themselves away to please a partner?<\/p>\n
Do I do it because\u00a0I was just trying to live the best I could after power was stolen from me, in the robbery that is child sexual abuse, before feeling healed?<\/p>\n
Was it from\u00a0growing up on so many images of my female form as a commercial product used to sell \u2013 well \u2013 everything?<\/p>\n
I’m sure it’s both and more.<\/p>\n
When did my own eyes start viewing my own self as other? Is this a result of being sexualized by and in family, community or society?<\/p>\n
Photographer: Joe Atwood<\/p><\/div>\n
Sexual violence is far too common for women. Was this always so?\u00a0Rotsvold did this piece, in part, as a response to the sexual violence she and many of her friends have experienced. And as a result another student set up a Facebook support page at the University of Texas for survivors.<\/h3>\n Art. Politics. Personal experience. I’m inspired to see how each is a paint color and she helped them blend into a beautiful portrait towards change. And community. And conversation.<\/p>\n
I love people, students, artists and those who challenge my heart, mind and social concepts.<\/p>\n
I love the bold, creative, brave and political too.<\/p>\n
It\u2019s the ones who insist on questioning even without answers that keep big undercurrent conversation going.<\/p>\n
I love what a performance piece can start and help spread and how I walk around now a little bit more curious and aware.<\/p>\n
I feel the questions in my skin and my gut and the way I carry myself. I start to notice when and how often I objectify other women. And myself. Do I notice and comment on how my friends look, dress, adorn and why exactly?<\/h3>\n <\/p>\n
Are these compliments or a shift of focus from more important issues? Do compliments contribute to the \u201cthat\u2019s what matters most about you\u201d emphasis on appearance? Is that what I want to be emphasizing?<\/p>\n
Do I compliment men as often on the shirts they wear, the watches or shoes or new hair styles? Sometimes but not nearly as often, no as routine or custom or typical conversation.\u00a0 Why?<\/p>\n
Do men notice and comment on each other?<\/p>\n
Questions and more questions.\u00a0See how Rotsvold’s piece invited me to ask myself a million questions?<\/p>\n
Do men look in a mirror and wonder how they appear? Or, do they feel themselves in the head, as the eyes looking at a reflection?<\/h3>\n When did my eyes look on at myself instead of from inside of myself?<\/p>\n
Do all women feel this? Is this a result of violence after the body becomes not only sanctuary, temple and life force but scene of the crime when violated?<\/p>\n
I can\u2019t help but wonder.<\/p>\n
Questions. Big ones. Little ones. Personal ones. Societal ones.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m questioning my own self and assumptions and choices too – how I interact with others.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t have answers or an agenda but that doesn\u2019t mean it\u2019s not political or important or change-making.<\/p>\n
Monika Rostvold wanted to start conversation.<\/p>\n
Done.<\/p>\n
Thank you Monika!<\/p>\n
P.S. This piece is part of my own writer social experiment. I write for Elephant Journal and I’ve noticed that articles with nudity in the title get read FAR MORE often than any others. So, I wanted to see if that would be true for me and my writing if I addressed nudity in a way that’s true to who and how I am because I’m fascinated and curious. We’ll see… I’ll make a comment in a month.<\/p>\n
Sources & More<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\nTo Watch the video including how the police on campus responded to her, how other students did and to read the range of comments too:<\/p>\n
https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watchv=ip0ugtycyrA<\/p>\n
https:\/\/monikarostvold.wordpress.com\/artistic-statement\/<\/p>\n
https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=hADhE_StNM<\/a><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Monika Rostvold\u00a0wore pasties and a matched-her-skin thong bought at Target. She sat on the stairs in front of a library at the University of Texas library where she\u2019s an undergraduate. It was a performance piece she\u2019d been considering doing for about a month. One in which she\u00a0had headphones on and red scarf around her eyes. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2377,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[192,48,32],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n
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