A moment all it takes to change someones life. An action impacts for life and words will always be remembered. Time becomes a loop where one can not escape and is trapped. It constantly brings you to thoughts and symptoms that really hurts deeply inside and that is not visible. The pain and the anguish is immense. You did your best to get through the first part and now you are tired because you have no effort left. You used to wake up every morning with a smile and a prayer, make your bed, shower and get yourself fired up. You were truly amazing how you handled things. You applied and applied yourself until you got a break. you thoughts of ways to be ahead of everyone because you discovered something very special. You kept it for yourself and never whispered a word. You were polite and courteous as well as mindful of everyone around. You knew and understood how a simple word and action can affect one for a life time. You were bubbly, encouraging and supportive of anything good in this world. You were forgiving and forgetting and allowed everyone to have many chances to change their ways. You were hurt and left to deal with the repercussions. Now you have left because you do not like what has happened. I miss you heaps. You do not want to come back because you do not like what have experienced. I am hurting deeply inside with so much and in silence. This is so very painful.

Karen,
It’s exhausting to work so hard isn’t it? I’m sorry it’s so hard. Please feel free to write the very letter to yourself that you would love to RECEIVE. If you want, I’ll share it as a post and leave it for others.
Warmly,
Cissy